Happy

Valentines

Day

and i thought today was gonna be bad .. good thing patrick proved me wrong  (:

Kendra Lynn

It's amazing the things you realize when you lose someone you get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could've a million times, you take for granted the days spent doing nothing when you could have been with them. Anyone can be taken, at any time in our lives, but we always wait until they're gone to say the things we never had the courage to before.

If you ever truely love someone there will always be some of that love left in your heart. you might not always feel it sometimes you forget its there. but one day when you see them you remember all the times you had together, and it will take your breath away all over again.

-i have something to say .. for all of yall that continually try to stir shit up between me and patrick :I'd suggest you play in traffic
than try to get between us.

Currently Watching Laguna Beach - The Complete First Season see related

ok so our first drum competition was yesterday .. and we got 1st place  ..

p.s. - patrick did the sweetest thing yesterday  thats all ill say

muah

KendraLynn

Currently Listening Chapter V By Staind right here see related

i passed my CNA exam .. ho2 exam tuesday ..

o yea, and some bitch got my prom dress  all i can say is this:

THAT DRESS

REQUIRES

BOOBS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok thats all.

the yellow/pink/orange

this one or ..

 the white one on the right

o and i might go back to blonde .. im missing that old part of me

I know I've been mistaken
But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made
I've got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending it's as much as i can take
and you're so independent
you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you

Why can't you just forgive me
I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way
But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting

But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if I chose to walk away would you be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep me right here waiting

ok so nothing has really happened this week so far .. well, besides losing patrick. but im working on that and i think ive showed him that i really do care about him.

monday: school was boring .. then drum practice. ok one: y in the hell does she have to be there?! and if she HAS to be there, i wish she would just sit in ONE place and NOT get up fifty million times. it starts to get on my nerves after the 5 time. mr dohm and rc kept me after practice discussing things for an hour and i finally went home. then thats when me and patrick went downhill. patrick i love u to death and i wouldnt do anything to lose you.

tuesday: CNA exam .. that i ended up passing  band was shitty

today: band was better .. minus the parts that pissed me off. but me and patrick r somewhat ok again. i just have to get him to love me like he did. i thought the heart board would do it but he already knows about it  i just remembered that patrick is the only guy ive bought a heart for .. or atleast enough to write out my name and his name. and i think i pissed alyssa off .. sorry sweetheart, but chad is a pretty nice guy to me. and thanks for getting ur lil friend to stare at me while i walked between yall. so, do u talk shit about her too?! just curious, but i prolly know the right answer without having to hear it from u .. im sure u'd lie about it anyway

and 2 more things: prom and valentines day. i have no idea what im going to do about the prom thing. im not sure about my dress, i still want a date, and i want this years prom to not suck like last year. valentines day is my favorite holiday .. no boyfriend and no valentine

im done

KendraLynn